no more mr. panda..

twenty fifth October two thousand and ten..
the last of all good morning and good night messages..
the end of all the thoughts of and about him throughout my days..
curtains close of the story of angel and her baby panda..
final applause for all the sweet bitter memories, for all joy and hurts..

sigh..
ya, I'm fine.. coping..
well, I just need to find myself back again..
things that I love doing..
things that I overlook while being blinded by love..
things around me that I should be appreciating.. people too.. :]

wwwwooooohhhhooooo..
hurts will heal, pain will fade, scars left to teach me a lesson..
finals coming soon.. 21nov to 12dec..

tell you what?
i want to stand up..
work on my guitar..
learn swimming..
play Warcraft & Starcraft and actually be good at it..
read comics and watch movies..
score in university..
smile like how used to be able to..

sinking low and suffocating after that downfall sucks..
i want to be myself again!! i deserved to..
and yet be able to be good friends..
and have a cocktail drink in Barbezza with him.. :3 hehe..

I can do it! :)

yes!!!!