i love my days..

holidays!!
who doesn't enjoy? :)

haha.. it had been sometime since i got 8 hours sleep without feeling bad..
feeling bad about supposing to study or do something more productive than sleep..
but i think i deserve the sleep last night..

i thought i would feel miserable after trials..
it is guaranteed a drop on my result graph :S
hhmm.. :/ kinda too late to do anything about it..

that day (it was a tuesday), i got to talk to meowhoong :)
the pro in my class.. my bergaya sifu..
i am truly inspired..
so, i did some studying.. kept pushing myself..
haha.. we made a promise to each other to giver our very best..
somehow, after that, studying didn't feel much of a burden..
i love it.. :)

everything seems to be in place and working well..
(excluding the random mood swing and negative thoughts)
but ya.. i get to study.. enjoy myself.. lepak with my friends
go dating with my angel.. and go home, not too exhausted..
very productive day without killing myself ^^

during this holiday, i am gonna do the same..
chill but yet get some good studying going :)
i love it..

i must get something going right though..
neglected my spiritual walk with God..
*sorry* :<

key to success: time management :)
gonna go dating and present hunting with my angel tomorrow :D
hehe.. <3

a note for her guardian angel..

dear guardian angel..
i'm sorry..
i wish it will be okay..
no, i'm not sad.. unless i have hurt you..
-your mortal :(

"use me as you will
pull my string just for the thrill
and i know i'll be okay
though my skies are turning grey"

her guardian angel :3

the red jumpsuit apparatus - your guardian angel :)

this is a story of a girl..
she has a guardian angel with her..

one day, she was disappointed with herself..
so, she went and squatted at a dark corner alone..
then, there comes her guardian angel with glow sticks and joined the girl in the dark corner..
says him, it is something he would do only when she sits alone in the dark corner..
he will be there when no one else will.. :3

another day comes when she was once again disappointed
and she could never find any other person who is more understanding than her very own guardian angel to listen to her cries.. he shown the bright sides of all her sadness..
"i'm not great..i am weak" :( she says..
and he replies, "well, there will always be people who will bring her up.. i'm sure there is always one :) "

oyasumi, guardian angel :3
goodnight, people.. :)

*smiles*
this is to you
for everything you have ever done for me <3

p/s : my brother :3

shaun lee hwei shyang
this was taken much earlier.. :P

birthday wishes part 2 XD & twials :3

lol..its 24 aug..
birthday over for 6 days XD
but i promised i'll be back to finished the previous post XD

lol..
many post-birthday gift..
:) it is really nice..
along with another set of wishes.. XD

. kwoksing . kurtis . loosen . yanlin . theansoong . nakhieeran . joel lee . waichi . shuyan . marsha . alexander . yoharam . kahchun . falakh . my aussie cousin - kel :D
(still got, but i don't remember.. sowee~)

kohyinnyinn gave me a secret recipe cake..
its really been a while since i ate a cheese cake..
*bliss!*

seline, my sister..lagi sweet..
she told a church friend of mine..

"i give you tuition, you teach me bake cookies for my sister"

*melts* aaawwww..

:) i love my birthday
thank you

now holiday :)
a break before trials..
it's good.. because been feeling tired lately..
fed up with some teachers..
losing reasons to come to school..

now refreshed!! :3
gotta go study now..

p/s: my brother full month diiii :DDD

officially my birthday is over :)

its 11:54pm now..
by the time, i post this, it would be 12am

it was a great day..
nothing much happened because it's a school day..
but i have fun :3

this year's birthday is a lil more special then the other years..
because this year, i wishes on the 9th, 12th, 14th, 17th and 18th xD
the funniest one was when someone wish me happy belated birthday on the 12th..
hilarious..

the first to wish me was jonathan :3
my twin.. he wished me at 12am aussie time :D aaawww..
then the other wishes comes :)))

. my mum . my sister: amanda & seline . my aunt . my grandma . punitha . faris . caisha . sukwai . yoshita . kittleong . honkit . honwai . chookpuiyee . ningshuang . hunfern . sulyn . waiyeen . jikuan . kokweng . kevin yew . meowhoong . waitheng . parimala . weijiet . venkeeran . vilminn . beatrice neo . carmen . beewei . jianweay . roselyn . jickie . calvyn ee . wooiliam . ili . alvin ng . minjie . stephen . benjamin . leroy . kristen . monil . nirmal . isaac . terry . bro matthew . mr karu . khaimei . litng . suejane . shintong . jietnee . sinyee . ganesh . harris . jiahuey . thirushankar . mathhews . zulaikha . patrick . rjkevin . sookee . huipei . ooipuiyee . syaza . mian . shireen . aiyean . keten . [still got.. *refreshing memory..*]

haha..
i gotta apologize..
due to this special day, i thought of curi tulang.. xD
but come to think of it, if i don't get things done quick, i would suffer soon..
and more! xD

will be back to finish this.. ;P
and update my profile..

goodnight :)

need a chill out.. XD and now getting it..

finally it is friday!!!
i am really glad it's near the weekend already..
i am exhausted..
lack of sleep.. plus, the unwelcomed pain of the month..
aint good..

now i am happy..
finally OT meeting for convention is tomorrow..
tonight got band competition..
now, updating blog in the IC lab in school.. XD

that day, monil messaged me..
haha..thanks a lot.. although i slept off (i'm sorry..)
it was nice to chat with you..
practically, i have minimized all messages and calls..
mum must be happy..
cheap telephone bill.. XD

need some boost for studies..
somehow these few days i get to managed my stuff quite well..
when i lack of sleep..
hhmmm... i shall prolonged my inadequacy of sleep XD
i am happy :)

p/s : baby coming out this coming monday..
what can possibly happen??

aint doin good :/

been a lil moody lately..
experiencing quite some mood swing..
i get tensed up easily..
i am impatient..
i don't think before i blurt out any words which usually get me into trouble.. either it is wrong, inappropriate or unnecessarily loud..

i am not behaving the usual..
not behaving well..
because i did not finish my homework which i should..
did not study or even pay attention in class..
i know i am suppose to do it..
but i aint doing it..

changed rather drastically over my usual hobbies..
i have just finished twilight.. 500pages in 5 days..
now on new moon.. 14 chapters in 3 days..
comic simply puts me off..
this is so wrong..

as usual i am constantly sleepy..
the bad part of it is i can drift off just instantly
be it during something important or not..
the more i sleep, the more tired i am..
somehow, i fell like sleeping and not wake up at all..

the feeling of dread comes and goes..
at the rate that i am going, i am definitely screwing my life..
i am not sure i can even live up to what i promised myself..

band competition is up next friday..
convention meeting is up next saturday & sunday..
tomorrow i will be having accounts test paper 1..
i wished i have friends like the andersonians..
or another option is wished i know michaelians who are taking accounts as 5th subject will take their studies more serious..

i am so uninspired..
i am demotivated..
screw it la.. :/

blogger spot..

was checking out some blogs..
clicked on someone's..
urgh..regrets.. -.-"

shall not comment..
because it wouldn't make a different to that person..
you suck!! that simple..

clicked on aiyean's..
girl, you are hilarious..
but weyy..i didn't get anything...
SERIOUSLY..

no typo error..hotmail error gua..
haha..xD